Madness

This is my first post in a very long time. So many things have happened in the past year. I'm starting school in August and I'm in a wonderful relationship. Seemingly, everything is fine 90% of the time. I have managed to pack on some pounds so I'm not really pleased about that. I'm actually considering acupuncture. Will let you know

Take a look

Ever feel like kicking yourself for doing something dumb? I had always hoped that at this age, I would stop making a fool of myself. Turns out that even after all this time, my weakness remains handsome men. Damn.

Be Afraid of the Lame

The Regina Spektor song is stuck in my head.
I must go on standing
You can't break that which isn't yours
I must go on standing
I'm not my own, it's not my chioce
Be afraid of the lame, they'll inherit your legs

If I had it all....... I'd *uck it up

I'm getting ready for my new adventure and I'm excited and scared at the same time? I'm thinking such crazy and random thoughts. And I've been logging some serious sleeping hours. I find that I'd just rather stay in bed. I am making an effort to be social and spend time with the people I care about before I leave.
Thought of my crush today. I wondered where he might be and I'd his thoughts ever drifted to me? Time will tell I guess

Hot for teacher

Here I am in Arizona. Average temperature this week has been about 106! I have acquired some bruises and Lord knows I haven't really done my job as the Sunshine Brigade commander. Let's see... Still getting familiar with the iPhone that my big brother gave me :) it is great being a little sister.
Okay confession time, I have a crush on one of my instructors. Funny thing is as I get older, I find that the one factor that really captures my interest is a great sense of humor. Not physical attributes. Crazy. Right?
I should be sleeping but alas I am awake after only 4 hours of sleep. Today is going to be a long one.
ciao

it's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you....

on a flight to Arizona and I am thinking of a past love. Funny how the passage of time makes memories seem more pleasant? The bad times seem to fade away and all you are left with are visions of sugar plums. Am I making any sense? No matter only one cup of coffee thus far and I am stuck flying Delta Airlines which is one of my least favourite. Oh well. Here we go

Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard.

I am a sucker for romance stories, happy endings, all cakes with buttercream frosting and above all that love will always come through; it's just waiting for you. So today, I had to bid adieu to some friends who are deploying. All mothers, all members of the sunshine brigade and above all, they are committed 2 the principle of liberty and justice for all. I know this sounds asopt but please allow me this moment. On my way back home for a little more than 24hrs and then off to my next flight. I find that living out of a suitcase is not as glamorous as I once imagined. I guess when all is said and done, I just want 2 live in a little cottage, ride a bike and have Sunday brunch with the good friends. Live!