Friday 0143: So happy Friday is finally here. I am so looking forward to sleeping. I was feeling rather sad yesterday. No particular reason I guess. I realize that I ought to be glad and "melt into wonder". I am healthy, have a great career and will be starting graduate school in the fall. So, what brought on this spell of sadness? Can't really say for certain. I felt bad because I had been such a bitch to my boss (it is getting harder to disguise the fact that I despise him). I feel stagnant :( and I think perhaps, this is the root of my issue. I am just tired of being here. I crave a change of scene. I am seriously considering moving overseas for a little bit (more to follow).
A friend of mine was teasing me because I said that I missed the sessions with my life coach. He told me God was his life coach. I thought to myself: Hmm, perhaps I should take all my "issues" to Him. I feel abandoned by Him sometimes though (hence the title of my blog). I know He is looking out for me since there is no way I am that lucky or that I could have "made it" this far without serious divine intervention and I love Him for that. Some days are harder than others.
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