Ever feel like you are emotionally stunted? I thought I had been healed so to speak but alas, I find that I seem to have had a relapse. Had no idea what to say to my mother when I saw her this weekend. I looked at her and thought: I wonder what she thinks of her children? I wonder if I could be a mother? I realize that showing affection does Not come naturally to me and when in a large family setting, I just completely withdraw. That's a different issue......
Flight from Seattle took way longer than expected. It is so humid and a code 4 heat advisory is in effect! I am hiding out in my apartment with the a.c and fan on. I don't want to have to think or act or be responsible.
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